Breakthrough?

Iswarya Menon

Iswarya Menon



Love: To me, unconditional love is the most important thing in life. To love my fellow men, despite their mistakes and flaws. But if a man is doing wrong, you should point it out in a friendly conversation with him. Tell him what the person is doing wrong and suggest that he can do it in another way. It is important to point out the mistakes a person does, otherwise there is a risk that he will continue to do them over and over again. Of course, unconditional love means loving all beings, including animals and nature. But they can be more difficult to correct if they make mistakes.

My love: I want to get together with a nice girl who lives in Boden, because I do not believe in distance relationship. But if the nice girl is from India or from Space, she can live with me in my apartment.

Life: The most important is not to live as long as possible, but what you do with your life, as long as you live.

Problems: All people encounter small as big problems in their everyday lives. I recommend trying to solve the problems as soon as they arise, otherwise they may become a weight in the soul. I who eat psychiatric medicine everyday has difficulty in experiencing my problems so I can solve them. Psychiatric medicine makes you distant from your problems and they do not seem to be as big as without psychiatric medicine. You are better off with psychiatric medicine. In any case, I feel so.

Memories and development: You can see every human being like a vessel filled with ideas, thoughts, words and actions and memories of past experiences and the feeling of the body. One may feel bad if the future looks hopeless and you may feel bad if you are reminded of a laborius memories. I have experienced both ways in 2001, when I went on a psychological investigation.

At the beginning of summer 2001, I received smell hallucinations and respiratory distress against clothes washed in unperfumed detergents and the future looked so difficult that I thought of suicide. But in the fall of 2001, I received help by injecting Cisordinol 0.75ml/150mg every other week and I belong to the 1/3 that really gets helped by medicine. But still I may feel bad if I'm trying to washed clothes in perfumed detergents. Then I get breathing problems and it feels difficult.

The strange thing is that I got split personality already in 1996, but managed to study until the year 2000 when I went to the psychological reception for the first time to get help with my problems.

Today I am on heavy medication, so I have gained 30 kg in weight and sleeps 12 hours a day, but I have almost no symptoms of mental illness and I feel good thanks to the medication.

In order to developed as a human, one must dare to break patterns by doing things in a new way. Make a list of what you want to achieve in your life and how to do to get there. I want to meet a nice girl I can hang out with and I have to dare to invite her despite my bad hearing. That change is number one. Number two is that I want to spread my religion to people here in Boden and then I need to have a friend with me which speaks loudly and clearly. Number three is that I want extraterrestrial friends and in order to get there, I need to be open to meetings at Konsum Svea.

Silence and God: I get my best ideas when it's quiet and I'm writing on my computer or wondering how I'm should solve a problem. I have come to the conclusion that people who follow a religion is often slaves under scripture, interpreter of scripture and traditions. But for me who is a free thinker, it is of utmost importance to question the writing, interpreter of scripture and traditions. Otherwise one can be fooled. I have also discovered that most important is not to confess Jesus Christ as Lord in one's life, but the most important is to think well, say good and act well. To do that, you do not need any religion or belief in God. By helping others we become happy. Research has proven it. You become happy by actions and not by faith. Therefore, so many people find it hard to see the difference between Christians and the children of the world.

My awakening: I have realized that every person must develop himself so he does not stagnate. We need to find out on what we most of all want to do in life that does not hurt other individuals. Write down what you want to experience before you die and then think what you can do for to achieve your goals without damaging other living individuals. I have come to the conclusion that I got Paranoid Schizophrenia because I was alone under a longer period of my life in the mid 90's. I should have dating girls at that time so that I experienced the love in the depths of my being. Then I had developed as a human being.

So my best advice for you who are alone is to dating individuals that you may be living with for the rest of your life. Find someone you can share love with the rest of your life is the most important thing you can do as a human being. The future becomes what you and others makes and a person becomes what he experiences together with other individuals. This is the key to human development. Then it's easy to see that Data or TV games do not develop the individual because there is no exchange of love and feelings with other individuals, such as social games.

A wise person also limits his time in front of the computer and the mobile phone to a minimum and choose to hang out as much as possible with other individuals. If you do not trust people and are not allergic to animals, get yourself a dog or two cats and overflow them with love. Why you should have two cats is that they can have each other to play with when you're gone to work. It is also important that you train you to a job that you really enjoy and most of all, meet others people, so you can exchange love, emotions, thoughts and new ideas with them.

If you become a parent, you have a special responsibility for being present for your children. If you think the children take up too much time, contact someone in your friendly circle that has time who can spend time with your children or a single retiree who likes to be with children and makes the retiree your children's playmate against a modest payment.

Already now you realize that I have a religion that is the opposite to Christianity, because my religion emphasizes good ideas, good thoughts, good words and good deeds and humanity's development through unconditional love and exchange of love, feelings and thoughts of people while Christianity offers an eternal heaven beyond death through faith in Jesus Christ.

- Hermes Atar Trismegistus

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