To be yourself

Chamtrul Rinpoche Lobsang Gyatso

Chamtrul Rinpoche



Relax. You already have everything that you need. Your nature is already whole. Your nature is already pure.

There is nothing to obtain. You just have to give up and let go what is covering it.

~ Chamtrul Rinpoche


To attain the enlightened state of a buddha does not mean that we have to add something or create something that has never existed before. We also do not have to do something once it is attained. The moment that we remove all of the obscurations that cover our primordial nature, all of the enlightened qualities of a buddha just naturally, spontaneously and effortlessly arise.

~ Chamtrul Rinpoche

2001 I was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia and have been on heavy medication since then. I am interested in spiritual development and my goal is to either become a Buddha or a Christ.

A mistake I made is that with my mental illness I have been associating with spirits in my body. And with that effect as a basis I have tried to become a being of light by seeing myself as having a light body and being eternally young by gluing a youthful light body onto myself. But then my subconscious has protested that it is not so.

The same thing with seeing the world and its beings as light and eternally young and gluing onto the world and beings light bodies that are eternally young. Then my subconscious has protested and said that it is not so.

What I want to say is that I thought divinely, but because of my illness I have acted in the wrong way. Of course I will not glue divinity onto the world and its inhabitants, but I will think divine thoughts about the world WITHOUT comparing/judging the thoughts with what I see in reality.

It is thanks to a dream in particular that I had several years ago that I discovered the mistake I had made. In the dream I had no symptoms of being in contact with spirits in my mind and there were also no signs that I was being influenced by spirits and my mental and physical health was wonderful.

What was the difference? The difference in the dream compared to reality was that I never compared it to my mental/physical ill health that I had. It was as if I had never been sick and I had no contact with spirits.

I was free and felt great. In my waking state it sometimes happens that I start talking to spirits, because I suffer from Schizophrenia and then I can experience myself as mentally ill and the spirits through our contact have a negative influence on my life. But I have now learned not to talk to the spirits because they limit my divinity and make me feel mentally ill.

I have realized that thoughts are like birds that fly past my eyes. Whether the thoughts are good or bad, they do not need to build a nest in my mind. Buddhists usually call it "letting go" and that gives the Buddhists freedom.

Chamtrul Rinpoche and Eckarth Tolle and myself are right. It is by stopping trying to solve my spiritual and physical problems that I have the chance to just be enlightened, without adding or creating anything to try to be enlightened.

George Adamski was told by his space friends that: Man is a divine spirit who currently lives in a body. His life's task is to know his true self, which is equal to the 'feeling body'. "You must try to make the people on earth understand that self-knowledge is the first step in their development. And the first questions are: Who am I? Along what paths can I develop in order to return to the unity I once left? Point out to them that man has nothing to add. He only needs to express what he already is. But he must learn to understand what he is and give expression to this in his life. For it is life, the application, that is important."

And God said unto Moses, I AM that I AM: and he said, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, I AM hath sent me unto you. (Exodus 3:14)

Lao Tsu, the great Chinese theosophist and author of the Tao Te Ching, said over twenty-five houndred years ago, "The only way to do is to be." Therefore, I believe that the only way to create love is to consciously be love."

- Secrets of the Light (Lessons from Heaven) page 105 by Dannion Brinkley and Kathryn Brinkley

From what I understand from George Adamski, man should consciously know God through the 'emotional body' and then man should be able to give expression from the divine. One does not need to add anything or create something that has never existed before. One feels good by expressing I AM which is man's Buddha nature.

Enlightened to me means thinking 100% positively and at the same time not reacting emotionally to what has been similar thoughts. Not judging or condemning the feelings that are associated with the thoughts.

~ Hermes Atar Trismegistus

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