What you want to be
I have discovered, like many others, that you almost completely go
on autopilot, which is called the subconscious. To get past the autopilot, you have to
think about what you want to express. If you want to be more loving, then think about
love. If you want to feel healthier, think about health, without seeing yourself as
sick.
George Adamski who had
the gift of healing gave the following advice:
"Suppose a man wants to change
a condition into a higher or better condition, then he must first change his thoughts
into a higher state and must have faith that the better condition will follow.
If he has any doubt in his mortal consciousness he will block the condition from
appearing. A doubt as small as a mustard seed will keep it from coming through, but
should he have faith as large as a mustard seed, without any doubt, he shall have
the attainment of any condition."
Undaunted page 46-47 by Gerard Aartsen
Stop chasing. You already have everything that you need. Your buddha nature
is already whole. Your buddha nature is already pure. There is absolutely nothing to
obtain. You just have to completely give up and let go of your self created
obscurations that are obscuring your buddha nature.
~ Chamtrul Rinpoche
To attain the enlightened state of a buddha does not mean that we have to add
something or create something that has never existed before. We also do not have to
do something once it is attained. The moment that we remove all of the obscurations
that cover our primordial nature, all of the enlightened qualities of a buddha just
naturally, spontaneously and effortlessly arise.
~ Chamtrul Rinpoche
Friday
afternoon, September 19, 2025, I slept because of the medication. Then I had a
fantastic dream. I dreamed that I
was walking on a narrow road and was aware that I was dreaming or that I had died. I
thought about waking up. But I felt so good, spiritually without voices and my body
felt wonderful where I walked. Then I met a girl 18-30 who I asked: "Do you know where
I live?" "Duvgatan" she replied and then I got to hold her and give her a hug. Then I
woke up. The dream has taught me that when I do not communicate with spirits, I feel
at my best.
Trying not to communicate with spirits has become important for
me, who has a diagnosis of
Schizophrenia and has been on heavy medication since 2001. What happens to me when
I communicate with spirits in the brain is that the division of the mind affects the
body, so that I do not feel as well as when I do not communicate with spirits in the
brain.
Not conversing with spirits is a Buddhist obscuration less.
Now I am enlightened, I have now realized that bad thoughts and feelings from the realm
of evil spirits that want to make me feel bad are just examples. They are not real,
because they are eclipses that obscure my Buddha nature. Buddhists teach us to
letting go
of bad thoughts and feelings.
~Hermes Atar Trismegistus a Buddha grain.
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